Anger

I was listening to a random podcast and there was a woman who shared that she gets irrited and angry easily. She dont like being angry and makes her dislike herself more each time she gets angry.

I could relate to that, and thanks to her sharing, I realised one of the triggers of my self "condemnation" is because I had become easily angered , not at peace and relaxed.

I was very eager to quit getting "mad" for being cut in the queue, being blocked by casual commuters who slowly strolled into the train knowing they can make into the train in time but does not realised they are blocking me who is just behind them and the train doors are closing.... yes little things irritates me these day and I have never felt so tired in my life... I am constantly tired.... and its due to these tiny stress triggers...

Now that answers why I like comedies... or inspirative movies.

Looking for a stable, loving and harmonious relationship... but first i must be stable, loving and harmonious with myself...

Cant wait to find the love of my life and go through life together