sleepless night

I am not able to sleep...
It could be due to stress, its appraisal again and this time round will I continue to receive outperform rate? i dont think so... ;(
The phase of the project is picking up again... need to put more effort in order to get a good rating for promotion ( keeping my fingers crossed )

On the other hand, someone kept appearing in my head and its making me sad...and worried about to be stuck in current state...