Why things are not moving

Well firstly things dont always go the way we want it, or does it?

I do think things go in certain way/manner due to largely our subconcious mind barring any "Acts of God".

Assuming there were no "acts of God", then what we think about should come true. So why I think about didnt come true? answers lies in subconcious thoughts... If I were to obseve my thoughts... alot are really not serving m ein good ways and I wish I had know it earlier, then I would have been much happier by now... Yet knowing it now, should give me enough incentive to change my course of thinking ... I am not as strong as I used to...

Probably, all i need now is just exercise and keep myself busy in a healthy way.