Labordor Park

I was so tired as I was too worried about the meeting with my project managers when I realised my team lead will not be with me in that meeting, that I couldnt sleep the night before and I also didnt sleep well on the night after the meeting.

I felt unhappy that I did not deliver a good information in that meeting... As much as I remind myself that I did my best... I still have some internal critism that I should have done better...

Anyway, sat morning I still wake up rather early around 830am ( early by comparison to most people in Singapore ). Although I did slept I was still very drained physically... and it lead me to remind of things I want/desire and yet have not achieve.... Yes I was aware not to go to the downward spiral...

I wanted to go out to get some sunshine and workout but I was so exhausted to move my butt and yet mentally overactive that I cant sleep more to get the rest I deserve.

I did manage to have a friend to accompany me at night... to have a game of billard...and a night drive... too. At the billard pool centre, I noticed a group of boys and one gal playing at a table. The young gal was wearing a low waist pair of jeans. It was so low that her butt clevage was already showing without her bending her body, it was even more obvious when she bend at her play of billard...
It was very obvious to me that the guys are obviously able to have a good view from where they were.

I told my friend that i dont understand why young gals have to wear low waist jeans till that level. In my opinion that female should project 'you have to earn it' rather that 'i dont mind, just see it'... mentally in terms of dressing.
Of course I am not saying its wrong to be sexy... but it should be sexy with class and not cheap...Its better to project good impression based on healthy self-respect and decency.

Anyway this is my personal opinion.