Hectic @ work

Hmm... my only 'pleasure' from work now is the fact that S is sitting in front of me and sometimes we go lunch together ( just the 2 of us )...

Well obviously nothing romantic but I always try to find out more about her and very subtly...

She is quite friendly and aggressively assertive at time...
Yup I observe her, if nothing else happen at least its a form of entertainment for me haha

Yes I am moody... gosh i should just get wasted with drink this weekend since there's company drinking session on this friday. Then again knowing myself... I wont let myself drunk in any situation...

I need to find a time and place where i can be undisturbed so that I can pen down my thoughts and state clearly what's going on in my mind, so that I can see ( what i wrote ) whats wierd thinking is going on and on... I feel very clustered... as in my thoughts.


Sound of thunders as I am writing this... looks like a heavy rain for tonight. Its been a long long time since I walk in the rain...