Alas

I have come to grow very fond of R, even though I did'nt pay attention to R when R joined the project because I noticed the very huge rock on R's finger and hence keep my distance since I figure will be out of my reach.

Unfortunately, I still found myself suddenly grew fond of R just when R is about to roll out of the project. I am slightly sad and very envious of R's partner, to be able to spend life with R.

R really mirrors my ideal/perfect partner, practical, sensible, smart, tactful, gentle, cool, fun-loving, sweet.