Easy said than done

I want to have good things in life,
enjoy a comfortable and stable standard of living,
a happy, fulfilling relationship...
basically to feel more happy about myself...

Yah i know intellectually happiness is from within and although I am stable in making an income, generally ok by myself, I get depressed when I see myself isolated and alone... especially on weekends...it sucks. Of course I dont show it out, or reveal it, it makes me feel even more repressed...
Yes I do make a point to occasionally ask pple out on weekends... It just dont feel as good as if I were to spend time with someone more intimate/closer to me.