Tired

Tired... Alot of things at work and I am getting more and more annoyed by some people at work.

At the same time, the "unsecured" part of me remains uncertain to take steps towards "S". Its too risky even that she is my colleague, so I told myself to let it go. ( the song seems to be ringing in my head .. "but if I let you, I will never know what my life would be, holding you close to me..."


She seemed to be avoiding me too... she no longer ask me to lunch.

:(