hard rock cafe

Met up with "S" at Hard Rock Cafe, want to go to PS Cafe but it was fully booked already when I called at 6.45pm.

Nonetheless, we talked about our 'sorrows' but (thankfully) not in a very depressive tone. However, although I know I not much of a drinker, I was suprised and kinda embarrassed after just one glass of magarittus I was having major headache and need to go home to rest. ( In fact I almost puked in the toilet too )

On my way back in the Taxi, I pass by the familiar places I would definitely pass by together with 'E' when I walk her home. I miss her. Alcohol-induced emotions really made me felt quite bad too but luckily the major headache made me more want to sleep than anything... However I believe I still send text messaged 'E' about how much I miss her... I am silly cos my logical thinking tells me to dont waste time on people who no longer treasure me?

As I was brushing my teeth to get ready for bed... I smiled in the mirror...
Forcing myself to feel better...hmm i actually like the smiling me haha.

I thought about what 'S' told me that 'T' longs companionship and its not out of desperation. I said to 'S' I totally understand. Its something I told 'E' before, about love and companionship. We both had same thoughts ... but alas... prehaps i need to patience with true love too.